273 pages; published August 2013
Leonard Peacock gets up on his 18th birthday. He fills his backpack. He is ready to go. He will visit the four people who mean anything to him. He will give each of them a gift. Then, he will pull out the gun at the bottom of the pack and kill his former best friend. Then, he will kill himself. And, he thinks, this is a fitting celebration – going out 18 years after the day he came into this world.
Leonard Peacock is having a birthday. But this is no ordinary celebration. Leonard has carefully wrapped four gifts – one for each of the people who are important to him. After he sees these four people and gives these four gifts, he will do the thing he most deeply want to do: he will shoot and kill Asher Beal. Then Leonard will shoot and kill himself.
Leonard wonders if this will make him famous for a while. He wonders how people will remember his final visits and conversations. He wonders if people will be frankly relieved to learn he is dead.
He thinks about his 18 years of life and the events that have led him to this. His story, riddled with elaborate footnotes and flashes of memory, reveal this: Leonard Peacock is smart. He is weird. He is depressed. And he is determined to die.
- This is the same Matthew Quick that wrote Silver Linings Playbook. What an amazing storyteller.
- I found myself deeply anxious as I consider all the children I see each day and what I don’t know about them.
I’ll Recommend This To …
- Fans of Jay Asher’s Thirteen Reasons Why
- Young people ready to think in complex ways about serious topics
- Adults who work with teens
- People prepared to spend the last 50 pages of a book crying quietly but steadily